I am a girl, and the first girl I like is also a girl. Of course, this is normal in big cities, and people&;s attitude towards love is more tolerant. But in our small village, this is a very intolerable thing. The most important thing is that I gave it to this girl for the first time. When I was in high school, she was always very kind to me. I always thought we were just best friends. She just likes being with me and never thinks about love. Until one night, we went for a walk by the school river. In the dark, in the bushes, we held hands and she kissed me. I was stunned, and I was completely confused. Later, I thought about it carefully, and I found that I didn&;t resist her, and I liked being with her a little, so I didn&;t break up with her. She may know what I mean slowly. We often appear hand in hand at any place on campus. On the campus of high school, boys and girls are of course the targets of puppy love, but suddenly, it seems that people don&;t think about it. Therefore, it has become a very normal thing. Once again, on a dark night, in the school bushes, we had a second close contact. This time, we both broke through each other&;s bottom line. It was my first time. Later, her feelings for me became stronger and stronger, and there were some gossips around her. We were forced to separate under pressure. Only one person left, which was our way out. There was no way for her to leave and go to another school. In that era when communication was not developed, we gradually lost contact. Later, with my graduation from college, marriage and children, this matter became unknown.